The 19th was my 1st day of school, JPNS 102, Kyaaa!!!!!! So much work already, grrrr..... i have a compostion to write already, this is so crazy, not to mention that my sensei is making us restudy all particles and topic markers. Well at least the WB assignments that she is having us do are already done from last semester. We had to do these last pages b4 we left JPNS 101.
But I have major reviewing and studying to do. I won't have time for anything at all. I have bourght a planner which i have never had to have before because i am taking other programs (not related to school) on top of this, and get-togethers with friends. Yes a planner is in much need for me.
I can tell this is going to be a really crazy sememster for me. And looking at my syllabus we are not being tested on Kanji, in 101 this didn't happen.
Grrrrr.......................
The 19th was my 1st day of school, JPNS 102, Kyaaa!!!!!! So much work already, grrrr..... i have a compostion to write already, this is so crazy, not to mention that my sensei is making us restudy all particles and topic markers. Well at least the WB assignments that she is having us do are already done from last semester. We had to do these last pages b4 we left JPNS 101.
But I have major reviewing and studying to do. I won't have time for anything at all. I have bourght a planner which i have never had to have before because i am taking other programs (not related to school) on top of this, and get-togethers with friends. Yes a planner is in much need for me.
I can tell this is going to be a really crazy sememster for me. And looking at my syllabus we are not being tested on Kanji, in 101 this didn't happen.
Grrrrr.......................
Yes yes for all of you who know what the Cheesecake Factory is....it's delicious right ?
For those of you who don't it's a restaurant that specializes in different cheesecakes...and the serve food as well. Good food too...mmmmm I went with a friend after work we talked laughed and it felt good, i have went out with anyone like that for a while, all i do is work,work,work and when i do have a day off i just lay around the house and do nothing.
Anyways I had this one dish called Louisiana pasta something i forgot the rest but it was damn good and they give you a lot, i brought leftovers home. I love their bread, pumpernickle it's really good..
www.thecheesecakefactory.com
it's wonderfully delicious
Ah why did i just receive an email from my Sensei of last semester saying that they need at least 15 more ppl to sign up so that they can open the class ? I hope that they get the ppl that they need, so i can continue my classes, if it doesn't happen i will just have to study on my own, i still have the books n stuff so, i will be disappointed but whatever will be will be right ?
Grrrrrrrrrrrr
I've been out for the past four days, because on Wednesday July 23 i had all 4 wisdom teeth removed. I don't remember anything about it because of the meds that they gave made me have what they called quote unquote amnesia medicine. well it was true, i don't remember too much and was sleeping all day long. I am starving because after you have this done you have to be on a strict soft foods diet, so i have been eating nothing but pudding, ice cream, oatmeal, mashed potatoes, and anything else soft that is making me starve.
They gave med after meds amoxicillin which is normal but this Vicodin they gave me...never take that it will have you feeling a little less like yourself i don't like the way that this makes me feel the Vicodin.
I feel a lot better now and am even getting use to this soft diet thing, Monday i can gradually move back up to soft solid foods. So that means i can add like tuna soft cut up chicken, fish and stuff like that back to the diet, yay meat again mmmm.....and this is why i am starving, no meat in my diet, I am counting the hours until i can have meat again.
But to tell the truth i am so craving a ***Grilled Ham and Cheese Sanwich*** and some good ***Korean BBQ*** and regular ***BBQ***
let me stop i am getting hungrier and hungrier by the minute
Gah!!!!! I wish to hell that this was already over so i can eat
Yep, it's that kind of day, bleh !!!! it's hot, my tummy hurts, my thoughts are still with the words which were spoken to me on Sunday. But it doesn't even matter anymore.
I saw a classmate of mine when i was taking Japanese classes and just learned of her mothers passing within this past week. It brought back memories of my mom's passing which took me a really long time to get over and struggled to get over the thought that she will no longer be here to greet me, to hug me, to talk to me, or to tell me that I love you. I can truly feel her pain.
I you ever have someone that passes away that is really close to you, all of you who have will know exactly what i mean when i say this.
"Don't ever let anyone tell you, oh he/she is in a better place now, it's ok, you will have us to help you get through this, don't worry we are here for you. I can imagine how you feel" Ah ha !!!! Stop the freaking presses, this is the comments from someone who has never ever lost a person that meant the world to them, they have no freaking clue how you feel, they are not you and not inside of your head, yes they may be in a better place but gosh come on now really, to us the people who have went through this, it's never a better place it's a place where we will never be able to see this person again in our entire lives When they say we will help you through this, just the same normal comments over and over again.
Hi Minna, Ogenki Desuka? Genki Desu?
Ah I am so tired these days....I am ready to rest.
My Nihongo 101 class is now over. Next semester doesn't start until Aug 18th and i haven't even signed up for classes yet. I plan to take Nihongo 102 and the Kanji Class, which meaning that i have to study over the summer too. but i don't mind it for once. Most of the students that were in my last class will be taking the next level and some are taking the Kanji class to which will be a relief since i will already know some of them
But anyways to add to the randomness I was online at www.strapya-world.com and found the weirdest cell phone strap
ummm... i have never seen this before
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Golden Shit?! Lucky Excrement Charm on Red Cushion
yah, i was looking for a strap for my flash drive, and possible for my phone when i ran across this. I have no words left
Now to think of it the lady that parks next to me in my Apt building has one of these in her dashboard, i was wondering what this was .
Lucky Golden POO, Kinno Unchi cell phone straps and charms!
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1) What is your boyfriend/girlfriend's name?
- Nani?? Eh???? umm...i think it's called like seafoam green something like that
5) What was the last thing you ate?
11) Do you drink?
12) Do you smoke?
13) When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?
14) Hair color?
16) Do you wear contacts?
17) Favorite Holiday?
18) Favorite Month?
- I am not sure i would have to say January right now
21) Favorite Day of the Year?
22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
34) Any pets?
36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
37) Dogs or cats?
38) Favorite flowers?
- in trouble? i dunnot
- Arashi, Aiba and Xiah Junsu from DBSK (yeah so what!!! i do like them too!! and i don't care what anyone says: to each it's own right?)
- Lol, no way
- No!
- Well ... not really
- Fred !!! He's a close friend of mine (he's ocama so it's even better, at least he won't hit on me ne?)
51) Are there people on your myspace page that you would date or go on a date with?
- Umm..nah !!!!
This is such a random posts. I hate Monday's nothing ever goes right on a Monday's. I am really upset right now. for what? Ah there is drama in my work place. They call me to come in today, but i will need to study for my exam that i have tonight in my Japanese class. This can be so upsetting because, i haven't for the past week had time that much to study for my class. Working shifts for losers who doesn't want to come in to work for silly reasons. This is making me so sick i don't know what to do. My boss is very very nice, he doesn't fire ppl when they need to be, these are ones who doesn't show up, who calls in and than i have to take their shift, which stresses me out.
Today is a Monday
I Hate Monday's
Konnichwa Minna !!! Ogenki desu ka ?
Gomenasai but i have to get this out...has nothing to do with my beloved Arashi or Tohoshinki but it is for my own self.
Lately there have seem to be a lot of ppl putting me down because of my love for Asian men and the Asian culture. I am not of Asian decent, and i do not ever claim to be wanting to be Asian, I know i am who i am and i do love myself for that. It just seems to be so hard for ppl to understand that I have no connection with the ppl of my own ethnic background. I think it stems from when i was growing up, the ppl that are of my own ethnicity never seem to have accepted me, and they still don't. The ones who never minded who i was and what i looked like and liked me for me were people from the Latin and Asian cultures.
It feels really bad when someone that you know make fun of you for doing what you love. I am sorry if i am this way. I know that i shouldn't let it bother me, but it does. I recently told a family member that i was taking Japanese classes to learn and she laughed at me and asked my why, you aren't Japanese. I realize that duh!!! the same as when i told a friend that i wanted to be a pet nurse because it is what i loved and she laughed at me. needless to say that she laughed at me and told me that it wasn't a real job ( i didn't become one like i wanted to)
Anyways I like Asian guys but with all of these people saying why do i, and saying that oh they will never like you back (which i know this is more than likely true), because of who i am. I think that i will stop because of this. I think i just need to focus on and trying to start to liking guys from my own ethnic background. It will seem to cause less trouble and less problems. (but this will not work and i know this right now, i have nothing at all in common)
I feel as if i want to cry right now. I don't know but that is that, i have made this decision that i know that i will regret but it has to be done. I am tired of it all that's all. I know i will suffer because of this, but i can't take it anymore.
